I'M A SO-CALLED "HUMAN"

I SEARCHED 

SEARCHED IN THE OCEAN OF NEVER DETACHED SORROWS OF MY LIFE, SEARCHED FOR THE SOUL THAT I HAVE BEEN LOSING EVERYDAY BIT BY BIT, THAT ONCE FLOURISHED IN THE RAYS OF HUMANITY, LOVE AND COMPASSION, SEARCHED FOR THE TRUE AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

IN THE DEPTH OF THE OCEAN DARKENDED BY THE RAYS OF ECLIPSED SUN I FIRST SAW NOTHING, BUT I MIGHT HAVE BEEN BLIND THAT I COULD NOT SEE THROUGH THE WATERS OF DARKNESS, I THINK, IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY INELIGIBILITY.

I FELT THINGS MOVING AND LIVING AROUND A DEMONISH LIFE. THE UNLEASHED DEMONS, THE DEMONS OF EGO, THE DEMONS OF HATRED, THE DEMONS OF RELIGION, CASTE, INHUMANITY......

I FELT ALL OF THEM LIVING HAPPY AND RULING THE CRUSHED AND DEBILITATED HUMANITY OVER MONEY, CASTE, RELIGION, RACE,......

BUT AS MY SOUL HAS BEEN LEAVING ME BIT BY BIT NOW IT'S BECOMING MORE CLEAR EVERYDAY.

FINALLY I AM ABLE TO SEE THROUGH, AFTER ALL MY STRUGGLE THAT I HAD BEEN TO, NOW I CAN SEE THE DEEPEST DARK OF THE OCEAN ILLUMINATED BY THE DARKEST DAWNS AND I CAN SMELL THE AROMA OF ROTTEN HUMANITY.

OH! SEE, NOW WHAT I FOUND,

IT IS A SHARP EDGED PEBBLE OR IS IT A DIAMOND?..

IN THE DEPTH OF THE OCEAN NOW I CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN......

AFTER ALL I am now a so-called human....